monsterzrscary

So I didn't get it. The Governor's school spot I mean. But that's ok. Still, I feel like I'm at a point in my life where everything around me seems to be moving so fast. My childhood friends are growing up, I'm too busy to art anymore, heck, I'm going to be a senior next year and I don't even think I'm ready. I'm ready, but I'm not READY. Mentally. Recently things haven't been going in my direction, and I know that's life, but I get tired sometimes. Who doesn't? The only problem is I'm missing the one person who I can talk to about this stuff, so I'm substituting him with this computer screen. Also I've been listening to "The Winner Is" from

So I applied this year to attend Governor's School of NC, which is a 5 week intensive summer school paid for by the attendee's school, and I made it state-level. Now I have to go to Meredith College on Feb. 9 and I'm both super psyched and super stressed. So far I have two works in progress, which includes winter-work in progress, and tulips (see my gallery). I can only bring a portfolio of three pieces and I'm kind of freaking out because I keep thinking about how many better artists there are out there that probably applied and I don't know if I'll be good enough and *gasp*. I guess what I'm looking for is reassurance, but I should probably

I've recently begun impulse writing. I keep a notebook by my side and if I think of a couple words that fit together, I write them down and keep on going. Usually I have to read, edit, reread, edit, but it doesn't take too much time. Some how I feel like I have a lot less stress, and my creativity is coming much easier to me. So for any one who's skeptical about the benefits of writing, I'd try it, cause it definitely helps. Happy writing!